1st of February: snowing in the morning!  

for 3 minutes-- first time ever touch of snow.><

12 days until half term... yeah... :D

once a week call from home spoil in 3 minutes.... not the first time.

what is wrong with me??!! 

• I am enjoying myself now.

          several happy moments come along this month really~ ^^

• Realized something which I couldn't live without

          and what a big difference they bring in my life *.*

• For once I am not allowing myself to be depressed :P

          Ah... still...I wish I could soon resume to clarinet! braces spoils things!

Kept humming 宫崎骏's theme songs (by 久石譲) and inuyasha songs these days.

Such wonderful feeling~ 

6 more days to go (*v*)

Time passes so so so quickly this year....

Can't really imagine I've been here for nearly a year already...

everything happened since I came here seems so unrealistic to me..... like a drama XP

but I can feel everyday life events have deep affections on me ever since

these days kept humming ' prisoner of love'

such a wonderful song~ (though I don't really watch last friends?!)

Summer holiday.... I am coming!

even though I am in holiday mood already!

......but first got to pack up ALL the things... @_@

(want to type in chinese )

Sick again.... cough cough cough... @_@

catch a cold 4 times in half a year......since i've been to England....

germs living in my throat, in my stomach.... and my brain......

am i really weak? too weak to defend myself from just a cold,

and too weak to stop myself from thinking about going home?

or thinking about i can go back to the past???

Stop being vulnerable, being emotional la!!! grow up la!!!

i need to work very hard ga! If i cannot get good results here,

i would never forgive myself!

Now all my things that can chill me out are

clarinet la, ' gum yung' la.... swimming la but not doing it regularly is so useless...-_-

basketball is something i really want to do but....... i want company.... (;_;)

How is everybody doing?

too scare of everything i familiar with becomes distant......

Can't deal with the previous weblog entries @_@

Feel retarded all the time..... hate myself!

I just want to go home........

if there is a flight to Hong Kong i will actually jump aboard

without any hesitation! well.... i know i am not able to do that....

Actually even travel to London and stay with my sis will be really good also..... ha...

At least hundred times better than here.

Even though the trip to France is coming but

not feeling excited about it..... -_-

maybe the plane travels the opposite direction from what i want.....

Ha......